I like to be watched. Sometimes. Well no, watched isn’t really the right word. Maybe observed is better.
A couple hours ago I was observed by my district manager, his manager, and a co-worker. I was doing what I do every day, and well, I was able to totally tune them out and just do it. That said, I FREAK if I have to present in front of a small group…so I don’t really get it. I’m a TOTAL wreck as a public speaker, but when it comes to being judged, 1-on-1, or even 4-on-1, well, it’s no problem for me. I don’t understand it. I really don’t.
Maybe I’m just too dumb to suffer performance anxiety. Heh.