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Saturday, March 21, 2009

Performance Anxiety

I like to be watched. Sometimes. Well no, watched isn’t really the right word. Maybe observed is better.

A couple hours ago I was observed by my district manager, his manager, and a co-worker. I was doing what I do every day, and well, I was able to totally tune them out and just do it. That said, I FREAK if I have to present in front of a small group…so I don’t really get it. I’m a TOTAL wreck as a public speaker, but when it comes to being judged, 1-on-1, or even 4-on-1, well, it’s no problem for me. I don’t understand it. I really don’t.

Maybe I’m just too dumb to suffer performance anxiety. Heh.

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This is me and one of my two cats. His name is Cougar, and he’s an F1 Chausie. A chausie is a new breed of cat under development. Chausies are the result of a cross between a domestic cat (in Cougar’s case, a Bengal) and a jungle cat (Felis Chaus). Cougar’s mom is 8 pounds and his father is a 30-pound jungle cat. He’s about 16 pounds, super intelligent, spirited, and toilet trained. A writer without a cat (or two) is not to be trusted.